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Bipolar Type 1

by NokturnaL

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Mankind will crumble to ruins. ALL will fall before my slumber and wither to bones before my wake. ApocalypticK winds, forming hellacious tornados, sweep the soon to be wasteland. Tsunamis and hurricanes, manifested by Kuthulu himself, flood the earth. Humans scatter as I splatter humans onto the concrete. These parasites disgust me! I AM GOD NOW! These vile creatures, creeping and crawling on my dirt. Mother Earth... do you remember her? Where is morality in a nation where they’re facing extinction? Global suicide, I reside in the hide of your holy father now. Bow before me minions! Bow before me sycophants! You are ALL condemned to eternal slavery!
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I wrote this poem 72 hours ago so there would be no suicidal hold They hold me down Strap me down I don’t know what to do They turn my frown upside down with some injections 72 hours ago I was fucking nuts out of my mind I wanted to blow my fuckin’ brain high I wanted you to find it on the ground All over the wall And I wanted this brain to splatter It’s a brain matter I wanted to stop that fucking chatter! 72 hours I wanted to be put the brain cells back in my mind At the right time On stage pull out a shottie from a duffle bag Take the position of Christ Like mice in a test tube Watch too much Family Guy “The life of the wife is ended by the knife” At the right time It’s night motherfucker Don’t fight it Because when it’s grey I’ll make it rain An abstract painting I wrote this poem 72 hours ago so there would be no suicidal hold Bipolar Type 1 Can’t stop the delusions Losing my mind Auditory/optical Delusion deflate It’s motherfuckin’ fate I’m waiting for my death date I can’t take it anymore They sit there and they laugh And they fucking point the finger Until I fucking stab myself so many times They can’t plug the holes They can’t even fuckin’ fit the mold They try to pull me back Over and over again I just want to leave! I just want to leave you all.. Just let me leave you all.. I scratched out my eyes so I’d not be blind
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Blood! Blood Sacrifice!! I don’t know what to do with myself today I went out in the street and I screamed at the top of my lungs I didn’t give a fuck! I want someone to come kill me Violently and slowly Just do it please.. I’m on my knees begging Why won’t you fuckin’ put an end to this life? Doctor Kavorkian style Just fucking give me a knife and fuck it Let me go to town on myself But I got to make it look like it was an accident so my family doesn’t fucking come onto it But for I am immortal did you not catch that With this offering of myself so many times but this ain’t the rhyme where I succeed I just fiend for your death You motherfucker, I can’t wait to watch you bleed Infatuated with evil shit Smashed brains Slashed face And a neck that’s slit Flesh drained like a fresh butchered fuckin’ pig On your chest I carve Six Six Six Torture a motherfucker Six hundred and sixty six fuckin’ ways to die Incineration Crucifixion Hack you up like motherfuckin’ Jason To name a few Let the blood fucking spew Got that morning dew off that last littered cadaver No reason why I had the urge to fucking stab her Except these voices I call Lucifer No control I just stroll at 2:30 in the motherfuckin’ morn Come with me deep into the dungeon Candles light a pentagram Rise from the ground The whole sound seizes like your life Just pray to fuckin’ Jesus It will go alright Just chant: Hail Satan! Let the motherfucker do the work Use my body as a host Rigor Mortis Humans begin to perk I hate everybody equally Human is just a variable to me Just another Satanic killing Warm blood spilling like a fountain Bodies stacked up in motherfuckin’ mountains
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Trust No One 04:32
Fuck the World I kill motherfuckers Don’t trust motherfuckers I kill motherfuckers Digest motherfuckers like you Each and every day Each and every motherfuckin’ way I try not to despise the human race But it left a foul taste in my mouth At an early age I started perceiving humans as manikins I fight these demons in my mind Hit every block in town Slay all humans to the fucking ground Until there’s no sound I’ll never be found Bloodshed Caved in heads Littered dead bodies I’m off my motherfucking meds Bloodshed Caved in heads Littered dead bodies I’m off my motherfucking meds Strapped down to the bed Restrained from society Due to my notoriety Psychotic as fuck To summon thee Kuthulu from the abyss To the fullest degree Lucifer inside of me I kill motherfuckers Don’t trust motherfuckers I kill motherfuckers Digest motherfuckers like you Like a Phoenix I arise from the ruins A GOD! You shall all bow before me! Fuck it! Or fatality Knock your head from the stem Painting the concrete with crimson No matter how many ways I try I always try to die and justify Am I rational or irrational now? Jump off the cliff with me into the land of insanity and madness Vanity and sadness Paint he town with misery Every moherfuckin’ thing in history is out to get me I wish I would seize to be Slice at my flesh Cut deep Trace the lines in my veins and open me unlocked like Pandora’s Box Tick, Tock goes the Glock as it counts down to the motherfuckin’ splash Got no future Like a vulture I circle the prey Each and every fucking day Chop ‘em up into motherfuckin’ little bits Little fibers of flesh and bone Motherfucking get it on Turn to stone if you look into these eyes I despise what lays in yours Just wait.. I kill motherfuckers Don’t trust motherfuckers I kill motherfuckers Digest motherfuckers like you
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King City P-D(KCPD) Beat the living shit out of me Rammed my head into a pole Beat my body to a motherfuckin’ pulp Cave in my head with grace Leave carnage all over the motherfuckin’ place With haste and disgrace Liquid brains cascade down my face Thirty minutes after calling the motherfucker out he comes down the ally way Let the blood motherfuckin’ spray Let blood drain and fucking stain concrete Bang! Bang! Bing! Bing! It’s on! Rick jumps up to get a taste The whole motherfuckin’ place pops off Seven motherfuckers with weapons They be steppin’ I be reppin’ Kingstown Pasted against the walls and windows of the joint Everyone is wasted Glass shatters Bitches screaming Tweakers fiending I punt his ribs over and over and over again Gravity defying T-Rex haymakers Pull back his head by the hair Watch silver and flesh collide over here On his motherfuckin’ face Leaving my stamp all over the motherfuckin’ place Sterling silver faces on my fingers melt and morph..Intertwine I didn’t know he was related to the swine Fucking snitch If I knew I might not have sat on his back Pulled his neck back Crickety crack Hulk Smash! His fucking head into broken glass King City P-D (KCPD) May lick my fucking.. D..I-C-K Mother may I kill this bitch today? So I was down in SLO and I needed to get to LA Went North instead of South Didn’t know such a simple mistake would lead to police brutality Semi-false charges of Assaulting the Peace Officer, Disturbing the Peace, Obstruction of Justice, Resisting Arrest and some other shit man They tried to make an example out of me 101 North instead of South and before I knew it I was back in Kingstown I pulled up to The Grill The motherfucker’s still there with a cop car and a motherfuckin’ blank stare The snitch bitch and the motherfuckin’ snitch bitch’s bitch I barge in.. “Motherfucker what’s up?!?” With a camera in hand I video tape the man The pig chokes me out and tosses me into the cop car No rights read Soon the pig will lay his head The tears start to flow twice Anyway, Cop Car Karaoke was in full effect I was screaming NWA’s “Fuck the Police” at the top of my lungs It was fun ;) The pig puts his walkie talkie up to the grill Let the blood fucking spill I spit with fury! As my voice echoes over the PA of the cop shop today We pull up back 2 pigs attack I kill motherfuckers! Digest motherfuckers like you!
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Broken 06:56
I’m broken My brains busted from being thrusted into a pole Battering ram style by King City Police Hunter and Luna I waited til probation was over and now I’m legally gunning for you ex cops You can’t stop this mission to bring justice to me Justice to the streets of King City and every fucking person you fucking beat Are you ready? I’m fucking broken I start smoking My lungs are going to fill with black fucking cancer I want to curl up and die tonight But I have a fright that these gang-stalkers will win Have a party with my shit They don’t even know how to use it bitch My brain blanks out from this head injury Swiped clean I don’t remember a motherfucking thing I’m fucking broken I start smoking My lungs are going to fill with black fucking cancer I want to curl up and die tonight But I have to fight these gang-stalkers They will win Have a party with my shit They don’t even know how to use it bitch Fuck that..that ain’t gonna happen My head glitches out Just blanks I can’t remember a.. What was I talking about? Oh..a fucking thing And they used it against me I would treat them hella good Let them in my fucking neck of the woods But like Krueger now they’re in my hood Probably stood at the foot of my bed while I slept Hoping I would choke on vomit Like in Breaking Bad, when that bitch chokes to death and Heisenberg just watches This bitch could have done that and not given a fuck Shit, all these bitches have no heart Now I know why they say in the game the fame attracts the slimiest of the scum Stan.. go choke on donkey cum Donkey Show in San Jo starring Stan the Slam Fuck him in the ass man Anywho Let’s get back to it foo Officer’s Hunter and Luna Let’s go! You said I was on drugs thinking that was an excuse to ram my head into a pole I thought I was dead Out of body experience I demanded a drug test It came back negative for everything but weed They still charged me with every fucking thing Luna started crying as I got in his grill They took his taser and escorted him out Ha ha Then had the same pig drive me 45 miles to Salinas, Salas, to get booked Just me and him I thought I was getting escorted to he fields where tomato’s grow I thought I was going to get transplanted yo Back to the first time Luna cried After they escorted him Hunter tried egging me on Tried to get me to react Hey Hunter, isn’t there a law against that Oh yeah, Entrapment Ha! your fucked, bitch And there’s a witness The other cop that looked like Dr. Dre I actually liked that fool He just couldn’t say a thing because you guys were fucking bullying me It’s on! You thought I was going away But even tho I’ve got a brain injury I remember everything It just takes a little while to fucking conjure up in my brain See my subconscious processes that shit my main mang That’s why I have so many vendettas Cuz it all comes back to me All the shit comes back to me All the shit you fucking did to me, slowly Seeping out the cracks and crevices of my mind
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Back in the days i went through a phase Pinhead, Krueger, Jason, Michael Meyers I inspired to be like With a knife in the night Are you sure you wanna fight? I get obsessed mang Back in the days It wasn’t lazy Js This headspace In my life there was a lot of strife At 5:00am I use to start my day with a TV hanging halfway out my car fucking mang Going thru the cuts I couldn’t give a fuck You better duck motherfucker when I come because it’s fun Just like video games for me Manick as fuck! Bipolar Type 1 Back in the Daze like I said it was PS3 Like Call of Duty or Grand Theft Auto My motto is: Never Stagnate, Endless Creation It stop til your cremation Immolation was the soundtrack to that night Out of sight Out of mind Deep in the woods It’s understood the cabin of stabbin’ is just an urban legend 18 years in death metal I should be a legend but I’m a hermit living under a fucking church With 20 bands A mouth piece and just breaking back out Watch this caterpillar turn into a Monarch I’m an arch enemy of society In a heated rage I stab the motherfucker 87 times Man these rhymes get taken out of context often Soften the blow with more blow In a deep depression yo I can’t stand these motherfuckers Under my skin like parasites I might ignite myself into flame like a monk in front of y’all To show you what you want of me A charred body whispering sweet nothings
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Poppin’ pills! Doing drugs! Packing Chronic fucking nugs! Smoke it! Snort it! Chew it up! Anyway to get fucked up! Cocaine, amphetamine, any opiate except the H In my face Such a bitter fucking taste Chewing up Norcs was the way they invented sporks because they were so high Grand Daddy Purps Purple Erks Girl Scout Cookie Big Bud perks up high Almost as high as I got when I was on Northern Lights Gorilla Glue Any Kush I could crush in a bowl will do Or any strain that Ed grew Green Crack Sour Diesel Train Wreck Jack Herrer White Rhino White Widow White Residew And the Chronic was there too Xoing
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I’m choking on a humid lingering death Aroused by that stench I play with your insides Splay open your motherfucking chest Cut off your left breast Dig in that lung I’m gonna take your motherfucking last breath Cut out your tongue I’m making a motherfucking snuff film Strap that prey then cut her Torture that bitch Watch your bitch ass suffer motherfucker I call out to CYE It’s time to die I stare deep in those eyes As I fuck you with a motherfucking hunting knife Lick the blood and discharge off that steel shit I’m gonna make that skin peel for real I’m a straight necrophiliac NokturnaL unloading the semen from his nut sack on that unidentified corpse Let the virus run it’s motherfucking course It’s motherfucking feeding time my friend It’s time for all you to fucking raise the dead Zombie apocalypse Nekromancer casting that eclipse Realign the constellations in a blood red ritual in a black cloak Soaked then loked with blood and half eaten bodies Human corpse knotting Blood clotting When the virus hits your bloodstream Coming open at the seems Chaos on earth Dead raising the dirt Rigor mortis walks among us Like a fungus they spread All I can fucking see is red Raising the dead Offer human flesh Dead and living mesh as one The feeding never done Kill those humans The Flesh Feast has begun (Jamar)
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Get in.. 1 vs 4 At the liquor store They’re stocking shelves They’re talking I’m creeping in stealth Soon we’ll be in the wealth But until then I’m hood as fuck! But my luck is wearing thin Like Pac-Man poppin’ ecstasy All ghosts turn blue and blink white When they close in I take the offensive With a little fake blood down the sleeve Don’t come close to me Help me! I’ve got HIV Ya feel me? I think it’ll work..
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Nok Reggae 04:24
5-3-0 Emerald Triangle Has the dankest bud 5-3-0 Emerald Triangle Whole town smells like marijuana During harvest kief envelops the sky And the moon goes nighty night An eclipse of THC fills the sky Break open frosted nugs of Cannabis Kief Drifts thru the air like snowflakes during Winter We would have such bad munchies we would be munching humans for dinner If you hadn’t figured out by now.. I’m a sinner Six Six Six Satanic sticky sativa buds rain from the sky in human sacrifice Blood drains Window panes of the Church mang Such horrid imagery of Jesus Christ dragging the cross being beat The heat smoldering like the Brazen Bull pregnant occupied by Stan He cries like a bitch man as he turns to jerky 5-3-0 Emerald Triangle Nom Myoho Renge Kyo 5-3-0 Emerald Triangle The whole town smells like marijuana during harvest WeaverheLL Kief cakes the air and our skin We are a new species of weed people We grow nugs from our hair and our arm pits We stare into fields and seas of green Dread locks turn into Thai Sticks that I smoke on and get high as a kite The weed makes me feel happy and makes me not want to kill anybody All the gory shit I talk about Smashed heads I’ve got brains in my dreads Cannibalistic motherfucking nihilist I’m pretty sadistic I don’t give a fuck man But the weed calms me down and I need it or else I’ll run around town Fucking causing mayhem and shit People just fucking give it They fucking don’t want me to be fucking out there fucking sober you know Fucking just plotting and doing all that fucking crazy shit I fucking do I bet this is the craziest reggae song you’ve ever heard fool Yeah, it took a little weird turn But you know how that’s just goes Because all those fucking hoes that fucking gang stalked me yo Well it’s on you know You weren’t just gonna get away with that shit Each and everyone of you who came at me sideways is gonna get it and bad My vendettas last a long time Karmas a bitch
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I will not stop..
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Do it up! Do it right! Do it in the night! In the fright is the right time! Out of sight out of mind! (Jimmy) I walk a fucking mile And make my mom smile Corey takes the candle In his hand As I reach the event horizon Plop onto ground zero The Big Bang What the fuck was I thinking I started this shit mang Vigilante! Can’t take it anymore! Fuck this! All bodies gonna hit the fucking floor On a sinister killing spree Pick them off one by one Try to catch me Vigilante! inSoM(NiCidAL) is homicidal with a touch of suicidal urges Purges the earth of the motherfucking scum If you see him with a mask you better fucking run the other way or you’re gonna have a bad day guaranteed because InSoM with a mask is the sum of the fury from within the core of CYE Man, he’s a bad guy inSoM(NiCidAL) turns completely homicidal when in all black Murdered out Even black mask not to be put on blast NokturnaL’s back on this motherfucker It’s been 9 fucking years Mad tears Twisted fucking fears Fear tactics.. Classic motherfucker But I’m motherfuckin’ elastic Bounce back like motherfuckin’ traffic And I don’t mean the kind like on 101 or I-5 Motherfucker give me a high five as I... Your wife with a scythe or a motherfucking hunting knife Ok I admit it.. That was going a little bit too far I don’t know what the fuck to do I’m stuck in the tar Oh wait that reminds me.. When I found those gloves in my closet man I was going for a cruise man Gonna lose it soon man Looney Tunes projected This film is directed by Corey Athos We need his Lithium STAT
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Came to WeaverheLL to escape I was doing fucking great Became a Buddhist Got clean It was my thing But the weight would bare down on my head I felt I had to wear this cape instead Had to be a superhero Zero people in the world understood my torment My innards exponentially expanding into black and brittle star dust Angeldust sprinkled like pixie dust Slice my wrist with angel hair Motherfucker sit and stare As blood cascades and blankets my nude form writhing on the floor I’m not a man of god.. I love each and everyone of you Unconditionally That’s why I must kill each and every one of you One by one picked off A sawed off shotgun down my sleeve Motherfucker you better leave I can’t wait to watch you bleed out Watch your family fucking pout Motherfucker I’m coming for you i’m fucking out I know you’ve heard plenty of shit about me Some true Some not When’s the last time you checked with me? Before you started bumpin’ your gums You do it again you’re gonna be bumpin’ ‘em against concrete Ya feel me? Motherfucking blood and shattered teeth all over the fuckin’ street I love each and everyone of you Unconditionally That’s why I must kill each and every one of you One by one picked off A sawed off shotgun down my sleeve Motherfucker you better leave I can’t wait to watch you bleed out Watch your family fucking pout Motherfucker I’m coming for you i’m fucking out On the street looking for your ass Motherfucker your ass is motherfucking grass I’ve been searching motherfucking high and low for your fucking bitch ass you little fucking hoe You fucking can only hide for so fucking long before find your ass and I pick you apart real strong I’m talking limb by limb Drawn and quartered Four horseman tied to each and every limb Pulled in each and every fucking direction You’re dead man Watched you fucking pulled apart Everybody claps in the colosseum Motherfucker No body would wanna be him There is one of you I hate more than the rest and I’m coming straight for you and you best be in distress bitch Watch the swine pig out Watch them chew on your bones and fucking knaw on your skull The make-shift motherfucking tunnel system the old Free Masonry left the skeleton key to the house of the motherfuckin’ mouse It’s the place where Weaverhellion skeletons hang from the closet man Or better yet Let’s take you out into the desert Are you ready to fucking get buried alive? Let the worms eat you from the inside Motherfucker Are you ready to die?
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Grand Finale 11:19
As I walk through the valley of the shadow of death.. I take a look at the world on Meth I’ve seen some dark shit.. A torso in a bag.. A head stomped in on shrooms.. But nothing as dark as this The shit I’ve been writing about all these years was just training for what I would see, feel and fear Tears rolled down my face so many times The rhymes only helped to pass the time In between self-hatred.. I stay faded This world is so fucking jaded Full of predators lurking around every corner For instance, today I walked through the cuts ..Found a campsite with a trash can used to burn evidence Now I’ve experienced, first hand, at what this world has to offer us A journalist that rhymes That’s why I started rapping So I could tell you my story And you could understand me Clearly, I don’t translate well in speech but through this Musick I could touch your very soul.. I can reach you! You can’t tell me that you did not get goosebumps during this at least once It’s because this is real and I am real And this story is my story from King City to WeaverheLL.. And love me or hate me at least you know I am fucking real I don’t pretend to be someone else I just be my fucking self Whether I act like a child or whether I fucking repress The shit that happened here.. to me To a lot of the people that I fucking see It’s a tragedy.. You can’t trust anyone in this fucking world Trust No One I guess that’s the moral to this story I thought it would be a lot better I thought it would be positive I thought it would end on a good note But it didn’t We live in a horrible fucking place This is terrible.. It’s horrendous The acts that go down are disgusting and the people that do them are standing right next to you You don’t even realize how close you are to the shark.. There are no new beginnings Just immediate changes in personality I couldn’t take it anymore I had to split myself in two That’s the only way I could comprehend me and you, inSoM(NiCidAL) No.. this is NokturnaL We can do this I had to split myself up so I could understand what this world has to offer me My mind is too complex It just talks over itself Part of me is sensitive as fuck Part of me is a viscous fucking killer Vigilante I had to decide My instincts.. I snapped I couldn’t give fuck less now.. Everything will come to fruition Everything ..and then there were the two who passed me back and forth History of my life Tried to beat me Have me kill someone Tried to fucking frame me Multiple times I had to edit it.. There’s so much dark shit in my rhymes You disgusting fuck! I can’t wait to get my hands on you Creepying fucking disgusting ass human beings Why do you come to Trinity? Forever and ever obsessed with your death And with that I arise.. Nekrogod DON’T TRUST ANYONE!
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Possessed 01:50

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released April 1, 2018

Artist: NokturnaL
Album: Bipolar Type 1
Record Label: Obscure Musick
Catalog No.: OMV-002
Studio: Under The Church
Credits: ALL Mixing, Engineering, Composition, Lyrics, Art, Photography, and Photo Manipulation by Corey Athos on an iPad Pro.
'Cop Skit ft. Wheeler' features Kathy Llewelyn as the 'hostage'
'Underground Body Trade ft. Jamar recorded at Sun Street Rehab, Salinas, CA (2008). Beat by A. DIGGZ
'Possessed' recorded at Miners Cabin, GoldHill NV, during 2016 possession.
Mastered: Junior A. Patino at Pitagoras Audio

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